Hmm.... I should be studying. Ah heck.....
I thought going back to school would be fine, but it's turmoil. Like, modern war.... yeah..... you know, little bomb blasts here and there during unsuspecting times and all that shit. This world has no friggin meaning anymore.... okay, it's not about that.... yupz, stuff in school.
People are more snappy, period. I dunno... must be something to do with sec 4 stress. It's not what it used to be, but it'll pass. So I'll wait. Secondly, lotsa stupid problems keep popping up. Friendship spat, a bit of *ahem* boy-or-girl preference.... yeah, some of you out there know what it means. Those who don't: don't ask, it's not my right to tell or yours to know.
Yeah.... very confusing. I'm a bit particular to the friendship spats. Okay, so things are going uphill and downhill again..... if you dunno what I'm saying just go away. That would be almost no one.... I hope. Aaanywayzzz........... yeah, stuff about desiree. I shall not utter a word in case some desiree-fan reads it just like in meeko's blog. Irritating people who are freaking cowards. This is sorta private... I won't want blurting it out to the whole world. It's obvious it's something BAD, right? Desiree supporters, just click the 'back' button and don't waste your time.
There are other stupid problems that don't deserve elaboration. Hmph.... I'm not a happy person this week. It's really just too stupid.... not literally stupid though, cos it's serious. Argh.... I'm letting none of it in my conscience, but little bits and pieces filter in. It's disrupting everything. Hey. Did that... ryhme?? Okay im nuts. Hmm.... politics...on cca stuff. I hope it's over *very* soon. Don't want anything to further spoil friendships and stuff....
And lastly, the workload is piling. If I haven't gone crazy yet, I must be slacking. Today's Lit test drove me overboard a bit cos of the time limit. When mrs tan said those vital words 'five minutes left', me and Jas gasped at each other. Man, that sucked. I *thought* I was kinda fast cos it's faster than my usual sluggish speed, but when there was five mins left, I haven't even started on the second question yet. *sweatdrop*..... abruptly gave the first question a stupid summary of whatever crap I've written and went on to the second question. Dammit, I might get a C for such crappy analysis. Crappy cos of the time constraint anywayz....
Ooo.... american idol.......
Flag day was awesome, actually. Okay, so my previously long entry was somehow deleted cos my com broke down halfway (you freaking ass!!) and I'll cut a long story short cos I haven't finisged more than half the homework and im pissed -__-;;
Went to Hougang, finished FOUR sheets of stickers which was so surprising. Was so absorbed in 'excuse me, would you like to donate' and 'thank you' that I accidentally asked this guy who was carrying an identical blue bag for a donation. So embarrassing...k. Dammit, had a lot to say before, but that bloody entry got cut off, so I'll just forget about it.
Oh anywayz, was targeting for the little brats. Yeah. Kids. And their parents would hand their little darlings some coins to donate. Feh.... if it was a weekday I would be aiming for business men and women, cos they bring da $money$ in.... haha.
Interesting experience, flag day. Suffered from a wrinkled thumb from holding the heavy blue bag with one hand alone, but it was worth it.
Oh man.... you know, I think my intestines streched about five inches longer. Yea.... played captain's ball yesterday at some church thingie. At first we thought it was like, so pathetic cos there were only a few teams dragging themslves into the main hall. Man, looks can be so deceiving. Yes, those lazy, this-is-not-worth-my-time attitude people are monsters when they step into that court. M-O-N-S-T-E-R-S.
I was thinking, maybe by some form of luck we would win half of them. Oh yeah hell right. We won the first match against these Boys' Brigade kids who were half our heights by just ONE score. Okay, so that was pathetic alone. The worst thing was that in this godforsaken team, there was this one major asshole who stood out.
Asshole for various reasons: he screams as though he's in an operation where the doctor forgot to sedate him. Not good enough?? Okay.... he screams as though someone just chopped his dick off. Moreover, he uses that fingernail-scratching-on-blackboard voice to curse, swear, laugh, and more or less anything that can make anyone puke. I'm SO surprised no windows broke on that day. He laughs like a hyena on drugs. He plays like a monkey out of the zoo. And he uses curse words like an ex-convict charged for verbal abuse. All in all, he's the biggest (smallest) asshole in the entire universe.
So.... not all were like him. Duh.... there was a catcher whom I was defending who shook my hand before and after a match, and this tall, TALL, LOOMING, Mr Low competitor girl who told me that our group plays really well. Our best match was like, 4-3, which isn't a very GOOD thing at all. We were beaten in all the other matches. The worst was about, 7-2.
And man, my defending SUCKS to the core.
I couldn't even defend the BB boy catcher who was about a head shorter than me.... so, it's either I'm jumping in the wrong direction (which could have made me look like a total idiot) or my arms shrunk a few inches. There's something terribly wrong with my defending anyway. This is the only time in my entire era of playing captain's ball when I couldn't slam the ball away even ONCE. Not. Even. ONCE. I think. It seemed so pathetic. So it must be. I need tons of practice.
Anywayz, the strongest teams were guys, obviously. They were absolutely awesome!!!! But no fair, they looked like they were playing bball. That's so typical for guys. Hmph!!!
We met a lot of weird people yesterday. Okay, maybe not directly *weird*.... it's just all sorts of people. A lot of things...erm... broke my heart, really. There's this dude with some sort of mental problem, and... he wasn't really alone, but the last time we saw him he was sitting there by himself, writing song dedications and stuff. I guess he didn't really mind cos he's got a prob, but I can't STAND to see stuff like that. I dunno... my heart cried so bad that night.
On to some lighter (but not neccessarily good) things.... this... this.... this GUY who has earpieces around his neck and a cap stuck on his thick head was like.... I dunno. He came up to Lydia and me and said some nonesense that was meant to be *awfully* cool, but it sounded so dry, so we just ignored him. He was lame. And terribly flirty. When we were sitting at the stands, I heard this *smooth* voice behind, and I turned around to see the most disgusting thing ever in human history..... He was flirting with Pearlly!! After she gave him her name, he was like, 'Hmm... Pearlly?....' *thinks for a while, staring into space* 'Do you know what I'm thinking about?', then I was so disgusted I shut my ears out... haha. It was terribly funny in a way, but he was too much.
Then we saw him eating by himself during dinner, and Pearlly's heart went 'Aww...'. Haha... it was obvious. Poor thing, I guess.
k.... I won't go talking about how frustratingly horrid the rain was. It is so intricately depicted in vanessa (tan's) blog...^__^ go check it out.
....totally soaked and handsome....... Is that enough to intruge you?? Haha....
very tired... gonna go sleep now. anywayz, changed the template cos i couldn't see the pic in the previous one.... g'nite.
YAWN.... lazy lazy....
Anywayz, yeah.... the teachers ransacked every classroom early in the morning today, like hordes of commandos storming into barracks to check for opium. Saw Thurai seizing my helpless bag and forcing it open like a clam. Terrible woman. She didn't check on a lot of places in my bag... especially the back compartment where i keep the shorter belt, and the front compartment where i store the housekeys (GASP! METAL!!)....
Hey, they might as well waste money on a metal detactor for this kind of spotchecks. In the end, all calculators will be eliminated and sharp objects like the deadly penknife will be 'wrapped up in plastic with the owner's name on it'. It's like..... the CSI coming to the school to collect evidence that PL girls DO kill.
And to spoil everything, there's yet *another* Young Journalists course tomorrow, to make up for our previous sorry excuse of a teacher. Bleh.... that is so ironic. Can we just fake it and say 'oh no we absolutely loovvvee [insert teacher's name here, whatever it is]... don't send us another teacher! no... we learnt a LOT with her around, yes we did, we learnt aloooot.... and now, we're SO *inspired* to take up journalism and do crazy stuff like go to Iraq and risk getting shot'.
Ah hell. I'm sleepy and in a bloody foul mood, so I'll just go now.
Had Sports Day this morning.... the worst, most boring sports day in my entire life, man. Lee got third, and that sucks bad. But no one really cared that much, maybe only the Lee House comittee or something. It was so slack.... then after that we had some probs on how to get to Suntec Convention hall cos there was this 3 or 2.15pm kind of policy going on.
Me, meihui, vt, jasmine and lydia (with the abrupt exception of Shiyun who fell headlong and skidded on the track and got injuries) scurried along to suntec for the Career Exhibition thingie.... wanna get some 'inspiration' on what we wanna be after we leave this dreadful education life. Met LEE jiaying there with some others.... haha, it was as if we were the youngest people there.
Actually, im really happy cos there were particularly TWO career stations i was so keen on..... the police academy (yayz!!!) and some kind of graphic designing stuff. Lydia and I saw this Arts and Media place (where they gave out pamphlets with huge peanuts across the cover page) and the people there were.... somehow they had this vibe around them that screamed 'cool attitude, dude!!'....
Had thousands of stations advertising for overseas study.... I don't *mind*, but if im gonna study something like law then I might as well study it in s'pore, cos the laws are different in different countries.
Haha.... now i really need to study that Photoshop manual if i wanna keep up with graphic designing stuff. Anywayz, at first i didn't dare to head over to the police academy exhibit cos there were plenty of guys who meant serious business when they want to join. And the police dude who handled the pamphlets didn't give me one.... *sobs*.... hmph.. i know they don't want young feeble people like me to join a life-risking job.... haha.... had to go right up to him to ask him for a pamphlet. Then he said, 'Hey, take muz join ah!'.... oh goodness, he doesn't know how badly I want to....
...UM.... reading the little pamphlet now. Kayz.... originally i wanted to be a station inspector, but *gasp* I have to work for it!!!!!!! kk... yeah i KNOW i have to work for it, but really REALLY work for it. First, I must become a corporal, then go on to be a sergeant, then a staff sergeant, and a *senior* staff sergeant.... and FINALLY i get to be a sort of 'first stage' station inspector. After that there's the senior station inspector and senior station inspector (2), whatever that means. Greeeaat. But at least I already passed 2 criterias... the height (min of 1.57) and the weight (min 45kg). I dunno what Pes Status but whatever it is, females don't need anything... and oh shit... my eyesight sux bad for this job.
Dammit, I can't go into police academy camp with bad eyesight. That's so weird.... it's like, when everybody is up and awake and running around the track or something, im busy stuffing contacts in my eyes. And I don't WANT to be the only girl there... if so, I must be damn tough, and show my corporal my true colours!! (*cough cough*) and maybe beat up some guys.... ok that will lead me to detention, but I hate it if i get bullied or something.
Hmmz.... there are a lot of attractive perks, and this pamphlet makes the job sound like it's the hottest thing in the streets. Hehez.... I think I'll fail the fitness tests (heLLO, I can't even do a min of 3 incline pull ups to save my life), and I think I'll just fumble with the weaponry until I shoot somebody.
'Unarmed combat and community policing'...? Can I just use pepper spray? It's effective, ya know. And *community* policing? Like, what the hell am I supposed to do? Look out for snatch thieves and stuff...? Anything that doesn't involve children, please. This is starting to get freaky.... maybe they should let me have a male partner or something when im out there investigating.... I mean, a guy alone can't frisk a GIRL, so I'll have to do it.... and *ahem*... I'll have the pleasure of frisking the guy criminal too, thanks. Hahaha.... u shd know by now that im a P-E-R-V-E-R-T!!
Happy Birthday Eleanor!!!!!! u pinky princess.... shit.. haven't got a gift yet...... anyone wanna share??
x__X|l|......you don't know how LONG I took just to edit the html for this.... the links and everything were set to default cos the creator simply forgot, I guess..... and the linkage was like not really working... so that explains why the creator's site is not there.... I closed the window and lost it.. *sigh* nvm.....It's Yuna again, but the background was the thing that caught me. It's so inspiring, and it's beautiful.
I thought that I would die if I didn't have this pic.... erm, i hope the song is there....yeah, it's not that nice, but I just fancied the parts when that very chinese music starts playing. It's really.... inspiring... haha....
Oh well.... sec 4 life sux anyhow..... the mounting pressure is on *our* batch cos the last batch of sec 4s did reeeaaallly well. 90% admission to JC?? The top 2 students from Normal in the whole of S'pore in the school?? *faint*..... oh gosh....
I've hardly scored an A2 in any subject in my entire lifetime and I'm still thinking I want to do well in the O'Levels..... that's like shopping with no money. It's like fishing with no hook. That's tragic. And now I've wasted my whole afternoon when I'm supposed to be studying.... or sleeping.
