I'm bloody FED UP with this. I thought when my cousin n aunts came it would be a good time, but noooooo.
I'm used to my cousin, so whatever....he can do whatever shitload of computer crap or create an atomic bomb here, but DON'T friggin' touch my computer, you PIG.
His mother is okay. No complaints at all. But the other aunt....oh my goodness, if u guys knew her just for ONE day, you'd just pack her luggage for her and send her flying back off.
I took the trio out yesterday. Just me and the three stooges. Mark shut it almost all the way unless we crapped about our aunt. Maybe SHE should shut it. It does so many WONDERS when she doesn't speak. When she does, a friggin pile of trash and dirt and total SHIT comes rolling out of her smelly mouth.
They're so bloody hard to manage. They wanted to eat chinese. Whatever. Brought them to PS for chinese. Then my 1st aunt wanted to walk around a little. 2nd aunt is too bitchy for walking around. She says she HATES this place and wants to get out NOW. Bitch. An hour ago she said this restaurant was lovely, so nice, so CUTE (she damn fave word). What the HELL does she mean now?
They wanted somewhere to drink coffee, NEXT TO FLOWERS AND TREES AND THE S'PORE RIVER. What???!!!! 2nd bitchy aunt says that she wants a taxi guy who could drive us all around town to show us the best places in S'pore. Oh my goodness, I had to ask a TOURIST GUIDE at Orchard for that, then she completely forgot about it. Total bitch.
So what I do doesn't make a difference. They don't listen to me either. I suggested Shangri La, cos they like expensive crap and black, horrid coffee. But they didn't hear it. I might as well not BE there. When my parents came to join us for dinner and talked about Shangri La, they were like, 'oh, yes yes, that is the place! i want to go there!'.
How the bloody hell does my cousin put up with this everyday?
He says 2nd aunt has been influenced by TV propaganda.
When we were out yesterday, 2nd aunt was like, looking at all the stores and the prices and going, 'SO EXPENSIVE!' in this irritable voice right in the FACES of the shopkeepers. I totally had to apologise to them cos she was being so insensitive and selfish.
She's the youngest daughter in my mum's family. So spoilt.
We walked and got lost ALL day yesterday, and my feet hurt, so I need SLEEP. How the HELL was I to know I had to wake up early to open and lock the door for them??!!! Why does NO ONE ever tell me ANYTHING??!!!!!!!
So fine, woke up and went downstairs. Wasn't so bad. But it got really eventful. Cos bitchy 2nd aunt woke up on the wrong side of the bed and had a stick up her fat ass.
The other 2 were ready to go, but oh..NOT for HER. She was cursing shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit upstairs like a mad bitch. She didn't have to freakin WAKE the neighbours too!!!!!! She went on like this, calling 'MARK!....shit shit shit shit shit shit....MARK!!!'.
Then 1st aunt called out, asking her what was it. She couldn't find her jewellery set that she just bought from Canada. GASP!! That's HORRIBLE!!!!! I and mark laughed about it afterwards but I was FUMING. WHO has the nerve to curse like that early in the morning just about JEWELLERY??!
She was SO mad, like a bursting bomb. She's always like that about the slightest things that her sisters are SO USED to it they don't even care. NOT ME, BITCH. Have a little consideration when you step onto the island of s'pore. Not everyone treats you like a LADY, most probably cos you act more like a BITCH.
She came running down on her slutty high heels this morning, cursing about SWEAT.
'This sweat, so ANNOYING.'
And her blouse and skirt shrunk cos of the weather in s'pore or something. 'SO ANNOYING.'
OI, you hate the weather, you hate the prices, you hate the service, SO SHUT IT UP AND LEAVE. Do everyone a favour, will ya? And she treated me like GLASS today, and apologised in that gross sweetly sick voice of hers. Yeah, whatever, just get out and I'll be happy.
If you were here, you'd just run away. Seriously. You totally have to meet her. There're things worse than that that I can't mention here. That's how big a bitch she is. I don't care if she somehow finds this and friggin SUES me, cos I don't care. Go ahead, whoever, let me see you TRY, you shit.
I'm FED UP, and I have every right as a human being to be, and it's not funny anymore. I would kill if I have to. I'll give her a black eye as a souvineir if I have to. Just keep talking shit and you'll get it from me.
Been daaaammmnnn long since I updated.
Previously, this friggin mouse had a problem. No batteries, so when I put in the new ones and pressed the connect button, it got jammed. No mouse, no com. But im here now...couldn't sleep last night. Think I stayed up for 4 hrs or something. Blardy cramps.
Anyways, staying up gave me lots of time to think about this year. The new year's only a couple of days away, and then, everyone just forgets everyone else. It has been like that last time, so I hope history won't repeat itself.
Hmm....nice year, no?
It's gonna be soooo different next year. More differences than I expected. So many things im gonna miss. All those things that im gonna miss are usually the ones i take for granted the most.
Like, im gonna miss having to wait for/being much later than meeko every morning without fail at the bus stop. Sometimes, having to hide from Gan or Ferng (esp) cos she never fails to be there everytime alighting from 62....oh, and from Pang, who catches ppl with loose belts but always seems to miss out on me.
I'm gonna miss sitting with all my partners. I never once had a partner I didn't really hate that much. Nope. Maybe sometimes I hated them, but just this month I guess things could have been better, if I ignored some flaws.
Gonna miss eleanor's abusive ways, karen (the best partner yet) and the stupid jokes n messages we passed forever during lessons, lydia and the thousands of laughs we had (even though we sat right in front), gloria and her corny jokes (partners in crime forever!!), and last but not least, jasmine and her...ahem, comb. Haha...
jas: Is my hair messy? See, it's curling up!
me: No, it's fine.
jas: No! See it's curling!
me: It's the wind.
jas: *flips out the almighty comb* Close the shutter!!
Throughout the whole year I kinda memorised the steps she took when tying her hair. I'm gonna bring it to the grave.
Secondary life was great, overall. Sec 4, the year which should have been the most cherished, was the eh, most eventful, in terms of the clique itself. I've never met a more different bunch of people. I'm gonna definitely miss jasmine's laughter n consciousness, lydia's humour n understanding, shiyun's bluntness n pervertic thoughts, vt's jokes n boldness, meihui's secrecy n generosity, and ju hiang's smile n painful shyness.
The list goes on...but I'm not elaborating.
Maybe everyone's differences just clashed, and we ended up the way we did. I don't think I've ever felt more sad or angry than any of you say you do. When I feel anything negative I just shut it, but it totally burst just this year, and most of you know it, but it's kinda gone now.
We can't do a hell lot of things when we're in JC/Poly next year. For one thing, we can't adjust our blouses via flipping up skirt anymore. We can't change in class for PE. So many other things....
Gonna miss the teachers too, even though they won't really disappear or anything. Like, thurai's utter seriousness and UM.....Pang's humour, Tan's jokes and totally enjoyable lessons, the way Low carries 40 physics books with one hand, Stubb's laziness and failure for turning up at lessons early (not that it's a bad thing),...
But teachers will always be in school. Friends are the ones who should be remembered the most.
I seriously don't wanna forget any of you, but things usually end up that way when we have new friends, new cliques, new lives.
But hell, knowing all of you, I guess you'll all be what you wanted to be.
If any of you set up a spinster club, I'll join you! Or maybe if I see any of ur names on a book cover, I'll buy it. If you get nominated to be president, I'm for you! And all that stuff....
Yar....tough year.
Couldn't have gotten any worse, couldn't have gotten any better, cos I've got all of you.
I guess I won't be saying goodbye to some of you so soon, like meeko, whom im setting up a company with. Or lydia, who is will most probably join, and anyone else who wants to contribute will be welcomed!! Heh...bleh.
2004 has been great, without the splits and hatred, of course. True, everyone in the clique was different, but that also made everyone in the clique special to me. Yup yup!!
Frenz forever!
PS: Vote for PM Ong!
