Aha. Haha. I realised I really hate video fundamentals. Especially when it is taught by...well...You-Know-Who.
I'm starting to hate a lot of things in school, man. BT for sure. Because BT sucks and should be condemded to hell and I have no idea what possessed our director into even coming up with the idea in the first place. No, I will say once and for all, BT...DOESN'T....WORK. I will not be swayed even if you gave me a one hour lecture on how freaking good it is. You will probably run out of points, though.
Anyways, video. Yeah. I just...can't do it. Still shots are fine...but a whole film thing..?? No no no, I think this is for people with really good vision...as in, good mental vision. Perfect, creative, beautiful vision.
I would much prefer to be watching a film, not making it. Hopefully can learn things from video that can be used in animation...but so far...nada.
Meh meh meh anyways...going to watch anime to keep my mind off BT and btea =X
Ah. I can't take it anymore I tell ya. My neighbours were karaoke-ing just a moment ago...even though I don't sleep so early it just bothers me to death because if I don't complain now, they would just keep doing it again and again.
Nope, I agree I'm not at all like my parents. High tolerance levels. Patient. Able to knock off the moment they hit the bed. Afraid to complain face to face with neighbours.
Ahaa, see, my tolerance level with people I don't know well is...let's just say uh...I don't give a damn if you're high on drugs and booze and want to karaoke all night. You WILL find your front door smashed in and your slippers in halves in the morning. Thanks for creating another sleepless night for me.
My dad called security, and had them shut up. The security dude was just outside the damn lift, and I heard him say over his walkie, 'There was a complaint right? But I don't hear any sound leh...it's very quiet here, very quiet.' *bitch slap* WTF..? It's like saying I heard that you have a bomb in your bag, but since I can't hear it ticking there must be no bomb. Well that's one bad example...
Anyway, he did summon up his courage to go to the front door and made them zip their traps.
Now I'm just waiting to wake up in the morning to find several broken pots outside my doorstep. Ah well, if it ever comes to that, I'll make them wish they never moved in here. There're many things I can do to them...the best ideas come at night when I can hear their music through the walls.
If I ever encounter one of them in the lift, I would probably take out my penknife to play around with, ya know. Stab a wall or two...maybe something else...
Oh my, psychotic tendencies. I'm so proud of myself.
Gaahh...not getting enough sleep nowadays. I probably need a shrink. My mind keeps telling me that the neighbours would be blasting their music so I won't be able to sleep...so I stay up late, not risking going into my room to hear those irritants. My eyebags are worsening.
Neighbours are fine. When they are quiet. I don't really care if they want to karaoke in the day, just don't do it in the middle of the night when you know people might be in bed. Freaks. Probably high on drugs again...maybe that dude will faint on my mum's plant again...I'll be a good neighbour and pour ice water on his face to revive him. See? I really have good intentions.
Okay...better catch up with that sleep now. And blast some jay chou MVs...
Gah. Not like I post much, so this is an event in itself yay.
Duno why but since it's the hols and I got alot of time to think of stuff other than homework...ive been thinking about things like the future, ya. I know I wanna be an animator, but I know myself more than I let out.
I know I'm prone to changing interests in the blink of an eye. Like when I was a kid, I wanted to be many things. Zoo Keeper, detective, artist, pianist, writer, I wanted to be everything I liked. Now it's to be an animator...but ive been yea..thinking. I want to go into 2D animation..I suppose. I love drawing, that's one thing, but can I do 100+ frames for a 15 second animation?
I'm starting to really question my ability...cos life sucks that way, when your abilities don't fall in the same line with your dreams.
I'm really no good. Alot of times I go home, I just stare at a piece of work and I can't believe I made that piece of crap. I feel that alot. Makes me wanna cry cos im not as good as I want to be.
Yeah yeah I know the thing that says it comes with alot of hard work and all...but. Ah..
Sometimes, I think...I dream too big. People say it's good but what becomes of the disappointment later on..?
Ok, stupid I know, but if I can't make it as an animator, I will definitely go into writing. If pictures can't tell a story..gawds, there's only books and manga, right? I used to draw manga but I was pushing myself too hard and so now, whatever I do just sucks.
I've always loved writing, though. It's quick. As in, if there's an idea in your head, just a few paragraphs will do. Drawing takes up too much time if the ideas keep flowing. There's no time. Eh yeah, I always always think about which thing do I like the most..drawing or writing? I really can't tell...nope not quite. I'm happy when I do both. But to me, it just seems as though im not focused enough on one thing. It sucks, but either way, im not giving up on one love to concentrate on the other.
It's like uhh....wearing one slipper. Yeah. To me, drawing and writing are like ..a pair of slippers. Can't work without each other.
Gyah! Emo...is it? Anyway. It's like..3am+...better get to sleep. I'm losing sleep. Draining myself.
Violin exam next mon. Need to finish book cover/back/spine/illustrations before the new block starts and my brain is in pieces again. Haven't drawn stuff on my mum's birthday present. Haven't practised violin in like, a week...I'm gonna fail, despite what my teacher says. Nghh...another weird day for me.
Oh yeah, and other than that, I had a dream last night. Last last night, or wadever. It was so lovely and I told myself to remember, but now I only remember bits and pieces. I was..some kinda nomad or something...looking for shelter, when I found this castle. I didn't think it was a castle in any way because the entrance was that of a humble...inn..place. I still can see the flimsy doors.
There was a group of people living in there..they were not family, but they were close, like they've been traveling together for years. One was an old, calm wizard dude. I only remember him. There were birds. Ravens..no, crows. Crows all around but it wasn't disturbing. Everything was merry and cozy. There was no ceiling, the room we lived.
I knew those people were protecting something. I believe it was a key, or something as small as that. Duno why but yeah. That item was just placed in that castle, guarded by crows, to make sure no one could get it. Gosh, I remember how freaky it was when this bad dude followed me back to the doors cos he wanted that item. He had a few creatures with him as well. I forgot most of the fight between him and the wizard's gang, but the baddie stole the item anyway.
I totally remember him saying, 'This is what happens when only a castle and a bunch of crows guard the (insert item name)'...
Nyah...It was inspiring in a way, so I wrote it down somewhere like I did for my other nice dreams. I've been dreaming alot lately. Right...off to another dream. Nites...
Hm. Just keeping note of how many skull/cross bones designs I have...just one of my materialistic moments...
-converse skull shoes
-skull pirate dogtag
-skull skateboard pendant
-skull bags (got 2 of 'em)
-skull tie
-skull cap
I wanted this really cool skull wallet at far east...but I went back to the shop and it wasn't on display anymore. Gah, didn't bother asking...one look at the price tags of other items, and the thought flies out the door.
I think I have other skull things that I've forgotten about..hm. But anyhoo~ I'm still thinkin of getting more skull stuffs...like uh...
-skull shirt (WTF i can't believe i DON'T have any)
-skull earrings (not sure what kind...im not an earring person)
-another skull bag (aha, more skulls, MORE...gonna punch some chains into it as well)
I must be giving my mum the creeps by now. Hee..anyways, just a random blog. I realised I was wearing my skulls shoes, skull pendant and skull cap today, wheee~ By the way, unknown reader, I'm a girl~~ =P Ahaa...sounds very guy eh, got skull shoes skull bag skull skull skull.....I'm a self-proclaimed skull addict =D
