ARGGHH I LOST SUSUMU TODAAYYY~!! DDDD:
susumu is my ninja voodoo dollie that hangs from my usagi bag. sniffles. this must be punishment for not treating him right... But he's so quiet and all..so it seems even sadder =( At least he's street smart...i keep thinking maybe he'll find his own way home, back tooo meeeee~~
i hope you're well, susumu.... I'll treat you better next time, i PROMISE!! D':
Ohzz...today, another pep talk. I have nothing against our animation lects really...they totally wanna help us...like, sincerely. Unlike some people....just there to kick us when we're down... Bastards.
Anyways, I'm too tired to think right now. Had maybe at most 1 hr of sleep last night...it's getting stupid, really. The only motivation I've got is the ff7 postcard and mousepad that have the Squeenix people's signatures. (see my deviantart journal for all the info, if i dont update it, that is)
These people have worked much harder to get to where they are... I can't be complaining all the time. I mean, they must have worked their asses off to be able to gain such success. i wanna be like them =) So strong..so hardworking, uncomplaining, a little emo, but never voice it OUT LOUD.
Haa..i say all these things, but doing them is another issue X___X
Ok my jay chou cd is gonna finish playing soon, i wanna end this fast so i can sleep.
Ahhh, anyhoo, I duno what to say abt today. I'm thoroughly pissed. A bit. I was extra extra pissed and SICK OF THE SHIT in the morning, but im slightly ok now. It didn't have anything to do with the pep talk. i know the drill.
not good enough for industry.
why dont we practise our skills in our free time.
even with BLOCK TEACHING it's still the same content.
we will slack in either system.
animation students are totally forgotten.
i fucking hate video.
Ok, so maybe im a little annoyed at that too. But not as much as some other thing.
hah, i hate taking the blame when clearly im not at fault. Don't expect so much from me like im a servant or something, i cant be there 24/7 answering my PHONE in the middle of a serious lect's talk. No one can. That's why nooo oonneee ddiiiiidddd....
Whatever. hahaa, my fav phrase of the year =___=...I used to hate it, but everyone's using it to hurt others, so why should i fucking care. I shd just say 'whatever' to everything and everyone. after all, a lot of people i know are insensitive. i shdnt be the one who will care and take every bullet from them.
yea, damn tired now.
Gonna watch deathnote sooooonnnn~!! =DD omg last episode. its just sitting in my hard drive...not doin nth. But i need to sleep first before i get any angrier =____=;;
har har, good nitey my dear frrriieennndddsssss.
they say they have their god, the one whom they can spill all their problems to, the one who gives his shoulder to cry on, the one who loves them.
i'm no god, but i'm a friend.
I can do all these things too, right..? What's there not to understand? im human too, i feel the same things you do.
once again, i'm baffled by this thing called 'religion'.
